http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HtI7WrofGzs/Tv5mrp4QVDI/AAAAAAAABgw/kMhOH5scY1E/s1600/Capture.JPGhttp://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HtI7WrofGzs/Tv5mrp4QVDI/AAAAAAAABgw/kMhOH5scY1E/s1600/Capture.JPG Rukia's World - just myself: 10月 2010

2010年10月23日 星期六

my ran life and memories ~

wedding shirt - alth i never marry = =''



kissing ~ (wee )



memories











a ben = =


a special place . holding hand @@?






chged colour again = =






my hairstyle and colour chged . - my best fren .


new map . is snowing



normal - lv low = =

halloween time =)



hmmm , suddenly feel wanna say about my ran life .
i really really so like this game start form 13years old .
this's the 1st online game that i touch ,
inside this game full of memories.
start form e-game until myrosso
the memories never end and bring alot thing to me .
now i'm 17 , but i'm quit for it so long ,
because of something happen ,
so finaly i quit for it.
inside the game , my name was KuchikiRukia1102 ,
all called me kuchi , rukia , 1102 ,kucing ,miao ?
when last year , i'm joined 'tian' guild
inside the guild all called me 'wawa' = =
why ? because i'm young there ! wahahaha !
i'm 16 that time but inside the guild 's ppl all 2x -30 ?
i'm not sure but all gonna marry or what la
start form the time all treat me as baby = =
but the good for me is all so care about me and protuct me ~
can say i'm ''million of love '' hahahaha
except 'tian' guild ppl , a person named 'hua'
that i really feel sorry and thanks to him .
inside the game he just like my bro , for me la = =
he treat me super good , he will buy many thing to me
help me lvling , protuct me or what la
he was a guild master
but his guild was fighting with my guild lols
mean enemy = = but he was close with me ==
many time because of me , he also make a concession
he was shame infront his guild member
and that time i'm also bad , just know help my guild
hmmm
really so sorry .
although it's just a game , but some ppl wil feel it 's a real world,
for me , it's my second world , they were my second family ,
when i'm hiding to face any problem in real life ,
i will go inside there to stay , this 's what i did it over the pass .
actually , i really so love and like this game ,
it to accompany me almost 5years ,
alth i got keep quit for it ,
but almost all holidays i also will go back and ply
everytime ply it , also will meet new guys
but 'hua' is the person that everytime to accompany me
alth i'm always quit , when i'm back he will be there to protuct me lols.
i'm missing it , i'm missing all of you ,
start from 1lv until now 162 lv
alth not so high , but really happen many thing ,
i'm missing my famous life in game hahaha
alth now going to ply back
the feel will never be the same , it wont come back .
i miss e-game , miss tian guild , and you too hua =)
i really love and never forgot .
my memories.
thanks
rukia never forgot .

2010年10月15日 星期五

yo ka dak !


突然觉得我没放弃的等待是对的
真感谢 这一年里的教诲
我的直觉是对的
我就知道 哈~
我就知道 !!!
太好了
hee =DD
就这样
这刻我的心情
只是想说
我的等待是对的
hahaha
刚刚看回以前自己写的东西
好想全部删除不要出现
看到都不想回忆 = =
值得等待的东西 会有回报?
不值得 就放手
365 24 hours
not a problem
rukia .

2010年10月12日 星期二

2010年10月8日 星期五

baby boy .

we getting more close and close .



always be there
rukia.

2010年10月1日 星期五

qi sin

我觉得再这样下去
我迟早有忧郁症
原因是什么?
是考试? 突然觉得好大压力
很纳闷 每天都很暴躁
有时甚至暴躁到要哭
真是够了 .

我是不是傻了?
唉 好烦
是否有人会明白这种心情
我不想考试
我很想快点结束
但却害怕新的一切
要是我没工作 没前途怎么办?
怎么过活?是我想太多?
还是担心的太多?
最近越来越矛盾
这社会太恐怖了 我接受不到.

总是用哭起来逃避的我
真是没用
总是要别人帮我完成一切
更是没用
我到底有什么用?

忧郁症是这样来的么?
快疯了
rukia