我想要的这份安全感
能不能在别人身上

何时 我才能找到属于我的安全感

Time flies...

其实
比任何人都清楚 。。

我开始羡慕
羡慕平凡一点的人 。

new life =>

刚看回一下自己写的东西。。。

我真的觉得超搞笑。。。哈哈哈

小孩子就是小孩子。。

之前很emo...真的 emo 到一个点。。。

或许就是经历过了

现在 really whatever !

all for me is bull shit ...hahaha 

anyway ,

i think i should say thanks to you ?

thanks for hurt me ? lie me ? 

hahaha ..

because of you ...

im became stronger haha 

right now...

im not that stupid girl any more...

i wont cry right now ..

i wont cry for everything 

i wont feel someone is my everything  my world..

all because of you ..

even right now 

mayb i really damn hate you ..

i think i really hate you ..

but i do love you badly last time i admit it ...

finally i know what is love , and i know what is hurt and lie .

we still a kid last time ...

im thinking that you re my everything .

i cry for the hell, cry for the whole year? or more ?

for what ? 

you never think my feeling . 

you say i hurt you ...

i really swear ...

i know i get lie from you ..

finally i know it ... and i really hate you ...

but i more hate myself.

cause i hurt myself badly because of you .

im stupid ..

so i thanks for giving me a lesson ..

right now im begin good.

and im tough enuf ..

i wont cry for love anymore..

but sorry for the next one too..

i hope ...

i can love you more ..

i hope we will stay sweet and warm 

not childish anymore .

i hope the next you will be mature much to me .

i love you . my next mr right .. hahaha .

haha ..

stay tune . my love story ;P  

                                                        你就不要想起我 ！

The God is still playing on me..
Keep reminding everything..
Why? ...

无助了。。。
该怎么办呢。。

呵 。。。

看见你们都幸福了。。
觉得幸福离我好遥远。。。
或许我真的不配 。。。

跟我一起只有辛苦。。
是这样吗。。

都忘了。。。
忘了。。

我该如何跟人相处。。。
我自己也受不了自己。。

其实我好害怕。。。
好像又一样。。
为什么每次都这样。。。