想回到过去？

唉 .... 第一句就唉 ...
就知道没好东西了
不懂是否人长大了
事情越来越复杂

我很怀念以前 ..
现在连唠叨都怀念了
不再有同样的唠叨出现在父母的口里
大家所说的都不一样了

感觉每件事
每个人都不一样
我真怀念 我十六的生活？
虽然很sh 但是却无忧无虑
我们大家每天聚在一起
每天喜怒哀乐都一起
哭大家一起安慰
笑大家一起玩
每件事 每一刻都能一起分享

现在 大家各走各
不懂你们是否有想我啦
我也不懂 .
我只知道 我现在都是一个人解决
或许 习惯了 自己
但是还是觉得 很怀念

有时候真的不懂如何形容
我有朋友么？
有？ 但是 感觉没有~
哈哈哈

现在的朋友 有时真的很害怕
自己考不上 我们还能见面吗？
虽然大家不是认识很久
你们也不了解我 -。-
但是也不想变成陌生人...

是否日子接近了 就会胡思乱想？
最近 不太正常
听着同样的歌曲
我在回忆什么？
我不懂 一遍黑暗
就是觉得我该安静了

我能怎样？
过去回不去了
现在 我逃避不了
我能做什么？
我只不过是个没用的小孩
我能怎样？

我不想长大 ...

我好怀念以前的日子

emo queen
rukia.

memories..

hmmm just i found something..
yes....say the truth ...
i got abit miss it ..
maybe is myself feel wanna go see it
haha !!
although i'm so ugly that time...

i think all forgotten ..
only me stil remember ..
i dont know why i did it.
but say the real it really warm
yes...i miss it ..
hmmm...=z

maybe soemtime i will miss before
how relax ... i need relax..
i'm feel stress right now..
nobody know what i'm thinking..
nvm ...just leave me alone ..

crazy women - -

need.

rukia.

my life ~~

hey = =''
today finally i passed my car test !
yes ! finally i no need see those xx face !
and force anyone to fetch me i think -,-
hahaha hope as fast as possible can get
a new car and drive myself !! but ii think at least need wait until next year
only cant get it ><

okay skipp ~
turn back to my college life ~
hmmm now was better then last time for sure
i have my gang now - -' i think ?
ahahaha , i think i feel happy with them?
for sure is feel happy to go college without study and exam time!
other still okay , because i'm not alone anymore >< ''
we will eat together , chit chat , and see 'movies'''
hahahaha !!! anyway , it's okay right now

hmmm , but now i'm so stress with something
that's my midterm exam !!!
haiz !! god ! how i gonna die -.-
so scary now ! i should study now ?
but it's impossible - - (sendiri sui)
hmmm start from tues for my revision?hope it wont be late ><
hahaha good luck !!!

okay , stop here , just write for update my life - -
hahaha bye --

good luck for my exam !

+u+u!
rukia +)